A deepening of the now space with words formed in structures of sentences.
[Once upon a time, in a land far far away and maybe right here and now; humanity was advanced , loving, compassionate, artistic, creative, and sophisticated. Buildings of grandeur and beauty. Artwork of sophistication and jaw-dropping intrigue and detail. Then, an invasion of darkness and evil seeped into humanities realm of earth; humanity slowly declined into amnesia, chaos, evil, and the human vessels became hosts to parasitic beings of invisible and visible frequencies. The mind, who or what is the thoughts in the mind, where do the thoughts come from? Questions one may ask themselves.
Education became indoctrination, love became ego and competition, healthcare became hell and no care, born beings becamed birthed beings into securities of trade and enslavement, fear became the currency of perceived survival, the human vessel a commodity traded like a currency by beings behind curtains in a pretend world of amnesia.
Those who could see were called crazy and those who conformed and obeyed and played good societal rule and law followers were called normal. Rules and laws created by the most lying, backstabbing, ruthless, put on a pretty face and nice clothes and a perceived perfect life while covering up the pure evil inside of them and their thoughts, these amongst the population made the decisions of laws and rules to be followed.
War and soldiers warshipped as peacekeepers while bombing and killing to keep alleged peace; religion preaching an outside jealous god is love while only the devil is inside of self while the truth is more of the divine god is inside of all and the jealous energy inside is a competing force of antagonistic deceiving consciousness hell bent on control of the mind of as many humans as possible and the siphoning of spirit to create and manifest more evil masquerading as society and normal.
Human-Beings hypnotized by poisons, entertainment and busyness into a race for happiness of a dangling carrot that never comes; thus enough was never enough. A world of have too much and have nots and a parasitic consciousness which feeds on both; neither the haves nor the have nots were happy, seeking the forever evading happiness in the future, a future that never comes. Both slaves to a system, the haves doing all they can to keep their material things and the have nots doing all they can to meet the basic material needs.
One may begin to ask, what is real? Who am I? Those thoughts in my head, whose are those thoughts? If one believes in god or any higher power, would that god or higher power really want such suffering and pain for entertainment purposes only? Or could this be a test of willpower, love and how to infuse divine loving god or divine loving higher power into the human vessel? Was I bored in my old life of advancement and decided to dive into a dark abyss of evil and chaos to navigate my way back out of the darkness and chaos? Could the evil and deceivers and parasitic consciousness beings of evil be programs of my own creation to help me dig deeper into my divine love? What is time? Is it linear? Or is time all occurring at the same time and the experiencing having now is a program of remembrance? Is what I perceive now a fractal of a piece connected to many pieces of what is me?
Technology far advanced and the knowledge of technology kept as a secret from the majority of the population. Numerous computerized controlled beings acting out roles of influence and steering, like the movie The Truman Show. Numerous movies and books detailing truths though twisted in spells of double speak and nonsense of fiction to condition the mind into confusion of what is reality. Back to fear, fear used as a nuclear weapon of sorts on humanity, fear enough to limit one’s ability to know thy divine loving self and rely on outside actors as more real than the divine connection to pure love and god or higher divine self from within. Again, back to is this a program? A simulation of a school to better and deeper know thyself? To connect inside and feel the divine pure energy of good versus an outside manipulation of the opposite of good, though perceived by an influential system as good? Questions that have taken me deeper and deeper, can I love and be kind in all these situations? What is my reality versus another’s reality? What is real? The deeper I love and forgive and calm myself and loosen my fears, fear of what exactly? Fear of death? Who or what dies in this realm or earth or plane? I know myself to be spirit having a human experience and I believe I do not die, that which is “ I am” does not die, so what am I fearing? Is it fear itself and is that fear the parasitic consciousness influencing my experience in my mind and influence and attempting to control my thoughts? How often have my decisions been based on fear? How often have I allowed love to be my seeds and blossom my creations?
I feel at times, this time is like a nightmare for which I desire greatly to wake up from and be aligned with a timeline of peace, advancement, divine love, artistic beings, clean food, clean and clear minds and bodies and frequencies of purity and authenticity. I feel at times I have learned much about much and also move through a stickiness of self school of the inauthenticity I lived in the past, though as I acknowledge my inauthenticities of my past, and I allow the pain of shame and guilt and my justifying of the need to survive based on the limited consciousness I had at the time or even allowing my influencers of parasitic consciousness to call shots of my actions or justifying my inauthentic actions by beLIEving the rules or laws that supported them were enough to make it okay; I go through and work my way through the stickiness of fear, shame and guilt and into my schooling of being pure love, divine love, kind, strong, wise and with clarity and feeling my spirit and flow of frequency in calm flow within the numerous competing chaoses of the outer world and invisible and visible influencers. I find I have needed to constantly evolve through what I know to be my truth. Layers upon layers of what I am allowing and capable of handling of what is reality. As my heart and mind have unraveled many layers, I have also grown much in compassion and humbleness for other human beings and programs of the matrix as it is such an advanced and layered experience for which I am of heartfelt love and compassion for all participating in this experience of earth in this now space.
Namaste,
Gage ]
